i've been crying for 30 minutes... 1pm to 1.31pm... finally i cried... long time never cry already... why am i crying...? why...? for what...? for who...?

honestly, i can forgive but i cant forget... i cant forget how cruel you are... what you have did to me and what you have said to me... responsibility...? i really hate you... how can you treat me like that...? it's still fresh in my mind... what had happened... what we did... think back then, i feel that i am very stupid... stupid for falling so deeply into you... stupid for waiting... im crying again...

dear... sorry, i love you...

by Adrienne
2.23pm