sick for one week already... supposed recover a bit already but then getting worst today... so, i dont really see any improvement... maybe it is caused by the weather... i guess so... or maybe the college's air-conds is too cold...

it's 12.02am now... and it's raining outside... i feel cold... i feel lonely... i really need a warm hug now... i need you...

it's raining and it reminds me of you... you used to accompany me when it's raining... where are you now...? where...? thunders and lightnings which i very scare of and you are there with me back to then... eventhough you are not next to me, but your sms will always there whenever it rains... i really hope everything can back to the starting point... where we can start all over again... i know it is possible, i know... but somehow the feeling is so weird... i do miss you and i love you... i need you and i want you too... :'( im crying... dear, i am so suffering without you... i hope you wont read this...

something that you shouldn't know, i wouldn't let you know...

sin wei asked, "who you think you are...?" i guess his meaning is who are you for always making me cry...

i've been taking too long time for writing this short post, it's already 12.41am now...

i got a weird dream last night... i still remember this dream... i saw us with our baby boy (basically not baby, 3 to 4 years old like that), we're having lunch together... and together with one of my friend... baby call me mummy and call him daddy... we were all very happy... weird weird weird... what does this dream mean...? by the way, my baby is handsome... =P

i hope and want to have a baby with you... is it in our plan isn't it...?

by Adrienne
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