hmmm, had been discussed with him last night on how to celebrate our birthdays this year...
he insists want to be father when he is 22 years old... so this year he will turn 22 and he want a baby... so, i should give him a baby...? on his 19th birthday, i gave him myself as present... and this year he want me and baby... and i'd agreed with him... *just TRY our best* impossible for me to get a baby before i graduate... even though i wanted to have a baby as soon as i can, but i know it cannot happen... i always tell my friend that i don’t want too much generation gap between me and my son... ya, i want a son... one and the only one... but he want 1 more daughter... i want one and only one and must be a son because, i don’t know why... not because of those chinese traditional culture, just that i want a son... i think i will sayang son more... hahaha...
actually i supposed to give him a book, our "conversation book"... i know him in December 2004... from that day onwards, each and every sms he sent to me i jotted them down... and till today, i don’t know how many "buku latihan" full with his SMSes... actually i planned to type them out and get them printed... 1 for him, 1 for her and another 1 for our baby... supposed to be his 21st birthday but something happened and i can’t finish them till now... i promised him to give him next year... i promised him already... and i will... *try my best*
for my birthday... he asked me what do i want... my 21st birthday... i want something special i told him... there's nothing so special to me others than you... "Would you marry me?" hahahaha... it's in the plan... i will wait... im still young right...? hehe... i never ask him to buy me anything... i know he is not super rich people... i know he don’t want to spend his parents money anymore... im not materialistic people... i love you, not your money... tangible things cannot be used to measure love... i know you love me that's enough... i still remember you said want to pluck me a star... haha... last year didn’t celebrate with you... this year, i want you... he said he will plan something for me...
hubby, i love you...
by Adrienne
10.20pm
he insists want to be father when he is 22 years old... so this year he will turn 22 and he want a baby... so, i should give him a baby...? on his 19th birthday, i gave him myself as present... and this year he want me and baby... and i'd agreed with him... *just TRY our best* impossible for me to get a baby before i graduate... even though i wanted to have a baby as soon as i can, but i know it cannot happen... i always tell my friend that i don’t want too much generation gap between me and my son... ya, i want a son... one and the only one... but he want 1 more daughter... i want one and only one and must be a son because, i don’t know why... not because of those chinese traditional culture, just that i want a son... i think i will sayang son more... hahaha...
actually i supposed to give him a book, our "conversation book"... i know him in December 2004... from that day onwards, each and every sms he sent to me i jotted them down... and till today, i don’t know how many "buku latihan" full with his SMSes... actually i planned to type them out and get them printed... 1 for him, 1 for her and another 1 for our baby... supposed to be his 21st birthday but something happened and i can’t finish them till now... i promised him to give him next year... i promised him already... and i will... *try my best*
for my birthday... he asked me what do i want... my 21st birthday... i want something special i told him... there's nothing so special to me others than you... "Would you marry me?" hahahaha... it's in the plan... i will wait... im still young right...? hehe... i never ask him to buy me anything... i know he is not super rich people... i know he don’t want to spend his parents money anymore... im not materialistic people... i love you, not your money... tangible things cannot be used to measure love... i know you love me that's enough... i still remember you said want to pluck me a star... haha... last year didn’t celebrate with you... this year, i want you... he said he will plan something for me...
hubby, i love you...
by Adrienne
10.20pm
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