hmmm, cant sleep... don’t know why... seems like got a lot of things in my mind now... physically looks ok but mentally really messy... i don’t know what am i thinking, or maybe be i am the one who think too much...

im thinking what title should be given to this post... suddenly think of selfishness... i believe everyone is selfish... everyone do things and put themselves at the top priority before considering the others... i am selfish... i want all the best stuffs go to me...

he is perfect for me... in my eyes he's my everything... i couldn’t imagine how my life would be without him... it's been 3 years++ being with him... what i can say is 3 years is considered long and it's very long for a relationship... i can tell that it's not easy to maintain any relationship... sweat and efforts got to spend in order to maintain a relationship... there's sweet, sour, bitter and spicy... tears and laughter...

i never know i can so deeply in love with someone... he even asks me that why do i love him so much... he's got nothing... but i don’t have an exact answer for that... the only thing i can say is i really very love you... everything i do is to make you happy... all my sacrifices are for you... all worth it... because it's for you and no one else... you always say i love you more than you loving me... and no need be sorry for that because i can feel your love as much as i love you...

hmmm, don’t know why i feel like very miss you tonight... hubby, you must be sleeping now... must be very tired after whole day working plus OT... i miss you, i love you...

looking forward for tomorrow night with you... 22nd May 2009...

by Adrienne
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