2005... i miss you... a lot a lot... 5@7, i miss you...
high school and college are really different... during high school, i can do almost anything i want... join anyone to anywhere... but now, seems like the percentage is very low... i don’t know what's the problem... believe it or not, during my high school, i mix with guys more than girls... i have a group of female friends but the one sit beside me is a guy, my best friend... his name is SW, me also SW... hahaha...
supposing im sitting with a girl but then due to the noisiness and naughtiness of my class (5@7 causing 2 teachers cried and went off the class for few times)... so my form teacher decided to change our sitting position to male sit with female... that time i was out of the class with SW helping him with some stuff... when we got into the class, we get to know that we actually have to sit with each other... i rejected and ask my teacher whether i can sit with someone other than him... her answer is NO... all FIX... not that i don’t like him just that i don’t want to sit with this crazy people... everybody in the class are saying that we are couple... my female friends saying the same thing also... we really very close but just friends... how crazy he is...? he is just crazy... people who knows him know that he is crazy... always disturbing me... then got 1 time my form teacher still complaining that we are very noisy and she pointed out few that cause the noisiness and we are part of them... then she asked us what are we chatting all the time... then got 1 friend said "Marriage, in planning"... hahaha...
feeling like telling the story how do i know SW... i knew him in Form3, we were class mate for the first time... so 1 day during art class we did block lettering... those 3 x 5 boxes letters... hopefully you understand which 1 im trying to tell... teacher asking us to draw out our initial with the block letters... mine is SW, his also SW... W is different with other letters, which need 4 x 5 boxes... at the same time we went over and asks our teacher... and we are both SW's... "Eh, you also SW"... that day onwards, we became friends and later on best friends... we then were in the same class for the coming 2 year in Form4 and Form5... we joined the same society... till now, we are still besties... we even cried together before... hahaha... he is always there for me when i need him, me too... but we are not meant for each other... he got his partner, i have my partner... best friend forever...
during high school, i can be the real me... but college, i cant... i seem like cant mix with other people... i can during my intern... so what's wrong with me when im in the college...? somebody please tell me... the problem is with me or what... please PM me and let me know...
im really not happy with this... now i really hope i can finish my study faster and leave college... depression comes again... sorry... got to stop here...
by Adrienne
11.50pm
high school and college are really different... during high school, i can do almost anything i want... join anyone to anywhere... but now, seems like the percentage is very low... i don’t know what's the problem... believe it or not, during my high school, i mix with guys more than girls... i have a group of female friends but the one sit beside me is a guy, my best friend... his name is SW, me also SW... hahaha...
supposing im sitting with a girl but then due to the noisiness and naughtiness of my class (5@7 causing 2 teachers cried and went off the class for few times)... so my form teacher decided to change our sitting position to male sit with female... that time i was out of the class with SW helping him with some stuff... when we got into the class, we get to know that we actually have to sit with each other... i rejected and ask my teacher whether i can sit with someone other than him... her answer is NO... all FIX... not that i don’t like him just that i don’t want to sit with this crazy people... everybody in the class are saying that we are couple... my female friends saying the same thing also... we really very close but just friends... how crazy he is...? he is just crazy... people who knows him know that he is crazy... always disturbing me... then got 1 time my form teacher still complaining that we are very noisy and she pointed out few that cause the noisiness and we are part of them... then she asked us what are we chatting all the time... then got 1 friend said "Marriage, in planning"... hahaha...
feeling like telling the story how do i know SW... i knew him in Form3, we were class mate for the first time... so 1 day during art class we did block lettering... those 3 x 5 boxes letters... hopefully you understand which 1 im trying to tell... teacher asking us to draw out our initial with the block letters... mine is SW, his also SW... W is different with other letters, which need 4 x 5 boxes... at the same time we went over and asks our teacher... and we are both SW's... "Eh, you also SW"... that day onwards, we became friends and later on best friends... we then were in the same class for the coming 2 year in Form4 and Form5... we joined the same society... till now, we are still besties... we even cried together before... hahaha... he is always there for me when i need him, me too... but we are not meant for each other... he got his partner, i have my partner... best friend forever...
during high school, i can be the real me... but college, i cant... i seem like cant mix with other people... i can during my intern... so what's wrong with me when im in the college...? somebody please tell me... the problem is with me or what... please PM me and let me know...
im really not happy with this... now i really hope i can finish my study faster and leave college... depression comes again... sorry... got to stop here...
by Adrienne
11.50pm
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