just feel boring... hubby is drinking with his dad... i drink already just now... 2 glasses of red wine... i can’t drink much, im not pro like my dear... if drink too much, my face will turn red like tomato... today still ok, nothing happen... im improving... practice make perfect... must drink more... hahaha...

"you plan to get a baby this year?" i also don’t know... i also want to have a baby, but im still studying... he already proposed to me 2 times, and i rejected them... because im still studying... his mom also asking when will we get married... seems like every time i met his mother, she will ask me the same question...

im sure he is the right one for me... maybe the next time he propose, i will say yes... since im graduating soon... but is it too early or too young to get married now...? im only 21 years old... ya, big enough to make own decision... even though we are not married yet, but we already look like a married couple... he don’t call me when im at college like any other couples did... because we'll get to see each other at night... every night...

so bahagia... is there any word to describe bahagia others than happiness...? because the word happiness can’t bring out the feel of bahagia...

as i said im ready to be committed, just that it's not the time yet... our plan is to live together first, and we'll only get married if i got pregnant...

im turning 21 soon... if i give birth at the age of 23, the generation gap between my baby and i is 23 years... OMG...!!! i don’t want too big gap between my baby and i... how, how, how...? any solutions for me...? i don’t want the gap to be too big but i don’t want to get married now... haiz... im crazy...

i don’t know they are going to drink until what time... dear, im waiting for you... i don’t want to sleep without you... i guess im going to bed first while waiting for him... tummy pain pain...

good night blogger...

good night, sweet dream and sleep tight...

by Adrienne
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