today is a extremely tired day for me... luckily when i reached home, open the door of my room, i saw him lying there...

i asked, "You didn’t online meh...? Thought you like to log in my MSN account and pretended to be me...?" i saw my PC is on but he did not open anything... he said i look tired, i just answered "ya loh"... i took off everything and just sit there sign in to MSN, open facebook (ignoring him)... he knows when im tired i don’t even feel like talking... i reached home at 5.45pm... i just sit there, facing my PC until 6.30pm, then i went take my shower... after that, i have my dinner with him at home of course... then watch TV till 8pm... straight after that we went back to my room and i just feel like sleeping... but i remembered that i haven’t do something... that's my part time job... so, i went online and do some research regarding my job until 8.30pm and i went to bed...

his hugs really very comforting... his hug is so powerful to me... at that moment, my tiredness, stress and worries are all gone... he ask me to sleep because tomorrow need to wake up early, but i don’t want to sleep first... i just close my eyes and rest in his hug... then he said all his fault, because last night he kacau me till quite late... i asked him "so, when are you going to marry me...? i don’t want study already... im very tired" and he answered, "im already ready for that, when you say yes, then you are my wife"... of course im just kidding, but i know he is serious... hahaha... im ready to be committed but it's not the time yet...

i feel much more better after that, and i come here to blog... hahaha... so good to have a boyfriend that always stay with me... im having something that some people don’t have... (Weinie, it's good to have a local bf =P)... hahaha... frankly, how good he is but if he can’t be there for you when you need him, he's nothing... physical touch is very important for me...

by Adrienne
9.36pm