haiz... don't know what's wrong with my blog, all my friends' links gone... haiz haiz haiz... it's raining outside now... quite cold...

i was reading someone's blog... after reading i feel so down, so sad... why on earth there's boyfriend that forces his girlfriends to have sexual activities with him...? why why why...???!!! i feel sad for her... in her blog she mentioned that she did reject him, but end up surrender to him... i would say that this is raping...? i feel so sad for her and i feel emotionally distracted by her blog... i read twice on her post... after reading it, i tell my dear about it... then i cried a little in his hug... i am so emo today...

luckily, thanks to my dear for a hot cup of milo from him... so touched and feel so warm being with him... i feel so lucky to have someone that never force me to do anything that i don't like... so lucky to have someone that understands me all the time... someone that really supportive...

by the way, i would like to say that to show off sometimes it's ok, but when you do it too often, i feel irritated... and angry maybe...? please mind your words that might hurt and make other people feel uncomfortable... you said the words for two times already, and i feel so-very-hate it... hope there's no third time... i never say anything because i feel so pointless telling you... do care about other people's feeling... ok...? that's my advice for you...

i feel so cold... hot milo became cold milo already... im going sleep soon... have had a tired day... time to get some rest...

good night...

by Adrienne
12.07am