very moody now... is there anything called the post-menstrual thingy...? oh my... i don't exactly know what is wrong with me now... everything seems to be a no-no... movie...? no... music...? no... magazine...? no... sleep...? no, not yet... why and what's wrong...? nothing's wrong... nothing happened...

suddenly feel like wanting my own home... my ideal home... a room for both of us... a study room for us... 2 rooms for our children... at night i can enjoy the night view through the glass ceiling... RM988k should be spent to build this up... i've convinced him to give up on the Verve Suite condo... spend the same amount for more stuff...

suddenly feel like going to some where just you and i... i guess it's the time to stay together... i want a home that belong to us... i just want to be with you... people can get married at the age of 22... why can't i...? hate people that always ask me why... i like lah... none of your business also... that's my life... that's my husband... not like you are the one married to my husband... so kepoh for what...? the more i type, the more i will write... then the more angry i am... especially then thinking of all the "angels" and the CNN... hate you all...!!!

i want to live my life in my own way...!!!

by Adrienne
10.36pm